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Entry 5: January 18, 2005
He drove a knife through my heart. From the inside out. It killed me. He broke my heart.
What did I do wrong? Did I deserve this? I am to blame.
I said we needed time apart. I never knew he would do this. I thought he loved me.
He ran away. Far away. He ran from me. To find another. Another one to replace me. Another one...to replace...me.
How did I fail? Was I the one who failed to love? I have always heart "To be loved, one must love in return."
He knows that I didn't love him. But I thought I did.
He left to replace me. With one who could love. Who could love him.
Gaah...I must learn.
2 comments:
As an observer I think you did love him. You just say you didn't to make the pain more bearable. maybe you were a afraid of the love you were feeling for him. So you sabotaged the relationship. But still you blame. ( He broke your heart ) your breaking your owen heart. And that is an emo song by haste the day,
Bloody poetry!
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